Sunday, October 11, 2009

my life

hahaha...yo sorry long time no post , no time and lazy , well where to start with k , start with whole journey lah...

ever since i feel the God's presence everytime , i decided myself to focus on ministry , school and Church ...etc until these days , i learnt a lot and lost a lot of course.....

on october 11, saturday , i went to Church's prayer meeting and after it , its SDS discipling school... well learnt a lot and learn how to save Souls!Praise the Lord Rev.Pastor Joseph announced that he invited me to BaganJermal Extension Church, i praise the Lord that REv.Pastor Joseph is willing to disciple me ..after the discipling school , then we have a small discussion about sunday's service as we gona make Altar Call and also EVANGELISM , i was surprised when Bro.Edwin assigned me as the person-in-charge of assigning the people to EVANGELISM , so after the discussion , it was leader's meeting , so i went out and to office chat with Rev.Pastor Michelle and Jie li about my problems then Rev.Pastor Michelle left and Jie li go meeting then i go and have fun a while and ate con salmon in restaurant 'eighteen' then i return to Church , the leader's meeting ended and we all gathered in Rev.Pastor Joseph's office and chat there and we off for lunch again(not mine xP,i had mine already and they knew about it)during the trip , we were discussing stuff and sharing informations and jokes as well , and me with a lot of problems of course ask Pam ,Jie li and Tanya for advices ,so we go to genting there eat and then caught up with sebrina and her sister , so we chat and have fun then go back to Church.i and Pam planned to have the bible study that afternoon , but since we're not in the suitable situation so we just keep joking around and then Pam&Tanya keep edit pictures ...so funny nia...then the musicians meeting , i asked if i should left but Pam said i could stay so i join in the discussion until 4.40 then i go tuition .... after tuition , i attended IGNITE and well not my night actually , feeling very exhausting.... and then came home get online awhile then i slept...



October 11 ,Sunday...woke up around 8.30 then its raining so i get myself cleaned and then when i was going out to Church , the rain decreased in the amount of pouring , Praise the Lord , then i reach Church and need help there for some stuff then off to Morning Service , there were some visitors but all Christians so nothing do much , but the cd is arrived and i was assigned to take care of it and sell,it was Kelvin Soh's cd , he came and i shoke my hand with him and then starts the service , i was sitting far behind due to the selling place of the cd and when the service starts , my goodness it was a very amazing testimony of himself the selling was fast and good and then we even ran out of cd's haha Praise the Lord , the best part is i get it balanced!then i joined Youth and didnt attend tuition , learned a lot of stuff , and Rev.Pastor Michelle tell us we must be with disciple of Jesus and the comandment then i get advices from Rev.Pastor Joseph for my future career stuff, but he told me this , wait for God's call then i follow Uncle Yeoh to fetch the youth back home , i was in the van for fun ....so the journey is full of laughter then Uncle Yeoh go pump petrol then we go fetch Kelvin Soh to Church.we waited for him in the hotel lobby then he came down and we go to Church.when we were at the Church , the doors were locked and Uncle Yeoh get the keys during the time Kelvin Soh and Jonathan chatted with me , about experience , it was a fun chat and pleasing as well, then we get into the Main Sanctuary then we get the things prepared , we got some problem with the keyboard but we managed to settle the problem for God shown His grace and mercy, then the cd came and i asked Kelvin Soh for the arrangement and he put me in charge of the cd ...i was stun for a moment and i was delighted ,Praise the Lord...then the service starts and i'm at the back there handling the cd with a friend of mine , then we all start taking pictures and asked Rev.Pastor Joseph to take with us , Kelvin Soh started his testimony and we all listen and are astonished by it of course, when the service ended , i met a lot of friends of course and they keep asked me a question , no matter i'm close to them or not they asked me this :your mom , did she came? well she didnt came cause she want to do laundry and so i answered them back the truth, i was shocked and astonished .... they care about her and want to save her ,i love that Spirit thenwe sell the cd and this time we cant get the money imbang ..... i was scratching my head.... and then they came out and say it might be we got some profit from it ... but i keep get furious on it ... then i help on carry the cd back down and then walked home.during the journey , i was thinking what should i tell my mom as i skipped two tuition and people keep ask me about her,people care for her , when i came back she scold me and then i off to comp and do my stuff....
oh God i believe all this is in Your will , Lord show me Your way Lord!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

hey yo , sup all long time no blogging liao plan to blog but lazy , k lah now holiday imma blog what happened around these days.

school is cool as usual nowadays very fun and love lessons but homework always gives me headache x_x.during holiday , i went for the saturday prayer meeting , and learned a lot of stuff , done Bible confession stuff etc.Rev.Pastor Joseph and Pastor Michelle moving their house so they need help on monday , the help was published during saturday morning prayer meeting and sunday service.during sunday youth meeting , i'm late again as usual due to my tuition , funny thing is this , Praise the Lord i learn this lesson from Sis.Pam -is it benefit for us to sin?at night i have a dinner people from the temple my mom is still attending which i attended before i fully join Christianity , its somebody's son wedding and the most shocking thing is this , the table im gona sit is under the name of the temple and i was like ..... of course i didnt sit immedeatly , i ran out made some calls and asked bout this and learnt that i can sit on there which i dont feel uncomfortable , then a friend of mine which i called said her house is nearby and she want to chat some stuff regarding this matter , then i get myself back there and feeling thirsty , so i asked for drinks and then the temple's head's wife said that no need drink anything and pointed at the beer , at first i thought she was pointing the cili behind it and then i directly say that these stuff i dont do anymore and another guy offer me this i drink a bottle he drink 10 and i was like gona say i drink 0 you drink 10 but suddenly i dunno why ,maybe its God telling me that i shouldnt said so and i didnt , Praise the Lord !then i said no!and after few seconds later , i asked him what benefit do you get from drinking alcohols and he answered this , none just for fun!my mom directly whisper to me and call me dont quarrel with people.i wasnt even intend to quarrel with them , i want to know why , and i guess the answer present the difference between the distance between Christian and non-Christian.so i informed my mom and told her i need to get out from there to my friend's house and as i was going out the ceremony started so , whatever just greet them in then i go out.as i was walking ,my mom called me and started scold me stuff about where i am going , and so i told her the details and walked on.go to my friend's house and she gave me a lesson out of it.she claims that im too tensed,really?i dunno maybe you all should tell me, maybe im strict in some of my own ways but all my friends , if there's mistake tell me so i could correct myself and learn a lesson out of it.then later on i walked back to the restaurant finished the dinner and gone home and i directly slept in the car then withouht doing devotion , i slept.

september 21 ,2009 it was a very exhausting night and then i woke up around 3 - 4 am i guess then i read bible and stuff , then cause today is the day Pastor need help in moving their stuff frmo the house , so i forgoten the house number , my goodness bad memory of mine.so i bathed and my mom insisted that she bring me to breakfast and stuff but she wasnt even ready , so i cycled out to have my breakfast my own and find Rev.Pastor's Joseph rent house's road and found it , Praise the Lord , the road is kinda tricky xP!then i called Sis.Pam at around 8.30am for the house number and my mom said she fetch me there and didnt allow me to cycle there , so we were ready to go then i called Sis.Pam and she said call me go at 9 am not that time so i go back to my room facebooking and stuff then when reach the time we left home.when we reach there, i help in moving the stuff on the ground floor which is kinda more easy.we keep move the stuff out and we keep joke there.after the things are up to the lori , we're off to seberang prai to Rev.Pastor Joseph & Pastor Michelle's house and then during the road trip we're all a little exhausted but all energized and then we keep chat & joke and then we gave sam two nickname -'wonderwoman' & 'catwoman' so then we continue our journey with laughters and Sis.Pam said we can stay there , i was imagining how beautiful the yards are and asked if i can sleep at the yard , when we reach there , after i looked at the yard , i wish that i didnt said those words, the yard is dry of plants and all in brown colour and i was like 'thats why Pam said we could sleep at the yard'.funny stuff then the lori came and we guyz need help the 'heavy' stuff yeah thats right , there's a lot of cupboard there and after we managed to carry the stuff inside , we youths go help in bed and we spent the longest time in fixing the bed , the screw always not the size , the bed is senget lol and we lack a lot of stuff and our material keep 'disappear' . finally when we managed to finish all the stuff , all of us were exhausted and lying on the sofa and a lot people fell asleep and i farted accidently and when jere sat down , he sniff twice and asked me did i fart or not , and i answered yes and he ran immedeatly , lol!after that , we went for meal , i tell you the meal was delicious and me,jere ,joshua or maybe jonathan joke around ,fooling around and i ate 2 big 1 small rice and just satisfied nia my stomach but its a fun meal, then next we visit Rev.Pastor Joseph's real house ,which havent obtained the license stuff yet , then during the trip ,Sis.Pam asked Rev.Pastor Joseph for an english name for me and so, he came up with -peter , which now im using it xP,thats why i changed my english name.he also said i can use lawrence then church got two lawrence chng and can have a lot of jokes in there.then when we reach there , we go in the house and found out that the yard is big but the house is small , and there are a lot of holes there and im like wondering what to do with it , put joseph in them? and then when i was joking around i said :fire in the hole! and hand make the action , withouht noticing han wen at my back , my hand hit his glass and his expression is like saying what in the earth are you doing?after that when i was calling Rev.Pastor Joseph i called Pastor but withouht the 's' its Pator which sounds like father so lol!, then we youths take picture then joseph kena cucuk the the grass and keep crying so we go to Uncle Pak's house first , when we reach there we all youth go upstairs and we get some nap some leh go the ogawa chair so nice , then han wen directly sleep dee and we all there i and phu keep snatch the bed , and then i get to had my head lied on the bed and my body on the floor , in the meantime we go to jere and nehe's aunty's room to check on the radio which is very funny the function keep make us all lol , then when we're half asleep and jere standing beside the door i farted again and this time it stinks more xP sorry guyz! and both of them ran out and keep shouting how stink it is and left han wen asleep and i got the bed , then i a bit sien so i go check on they on the ogawa chair , and then when its my turn , Bro.Lawrence came in and said its time , i was like .... i didnt even stand a chance to sit on it so i made a 10 seconds treatment so its kinda ok to me , then we go down and found some snacks on the table so we go and eat of it and suddenly nehe said this : oi , you guyz pray before you eat? everybody was like shocked(not included me cause i hvnt eat and i remember that part a little ) and some of us were like force swallow it and said amen!kinda funny , then we went to Uncle Alan's house and when we reach there , Uncle Alan said:selamat hari raya! and we all say it to each other also and then Uncle Alan said this : later all my neighbours thought i turned into muslim. we all were loling!then we got in and were served with drinks!Thank you ,aunty!then we were like talking bout stuff and suddenly dunno how the chat when into photography , and all of us were like keep talk about it and Uncle Alan show his 'masterpiece' and seriously it is very good , he edited them very well and his pictures is beautiful!then after its time , we went back home , during the distance , Rev.Pastor Joseph made some calls and told us four (han wen,phu , me & sam) to run to nearby Uncle's car and we're in the middle of highway which is kinda dangerous even though its red light , so we ran like nobody's business so get into the car and went home, in the distance , i did bring my bible all way long , i also dunno why , dont ask me but i feel i must bring , then i take it out cause someone wants to read it then reach Pastor's old home and went home with han wen's car.

September 22 2009 nothing much until afternoon chat with aaron on facebook dee then added him and asked him want to go out the next day and also jio yu sing, we plan and joke a lot there and then yu sing very funny de , what happen i wont tell you xP so we planned the stuff and we decided to go to queensbay the next day.

September 23 2009 woke up at 10 something , nothing to do and then mah wait and made some calls and was raining , i was kinda like dead-end situation cause i need walk to queensbay and then Praise the Lord , the rained stopped so i fast take my stuff and walk to queensbay through highway , Praise the Lord that i didnt been hit by car or horn and Lord is being very generous as He opened the path for me to cross the road !oh Lord God , praises all belong to You alone.then reach there , we discuss which movie , then we all buy tickets and only rm 18 for 3 adults and then i buy ticket the both of them go do their stuff and when we met together we all like stuck there , how to pay them back , so we decided by this i buy popcorn for them lor as they paid for my ticket , fair enough ! then we keep walk and yu sing hor keep met his 'friends' all is girls one and aaron & i was like ....... and remember the chat on september 22 (this stuff is among three of us only)and we're all keep loling and go coffee bean drink coffee and we came up with jokes again , then we go mc donald and then we went for movie.after the movie , all of us were bored and so we're like doing nothing at all so we go borders and keep walk here walk there.then night comes after i send aaron and yu sing back to their parents , i also go in back queensbay as my mom comes queensbay say she want walk also mah come dee she want look her stuff , my leg already be tong already so i walk my own then she called me and scold me stuff and so i wait her at sakae sushi and had dinner there , then go look clothes and go coffee bean again go home until back now writting blog . Praise the Lord i manage to come to the tang-lung festival this sunday 6.00-7.30 at ToG and i managed to get her come.Praise the Lord!Lord of God Almighty , You are the possible for the impossible , Lord please open those who still are binded by demons and eyes were not open and do not trust you yet , bless them and open their eyes Lord!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

sup sup all

yo yo , sorry for not updating my blog after so long , i keep busy and lazy do this and that , so i'll tell whats happening around me these days.

Praises to the Lord that i learn a lot of stuff , i attend Paradise Band Worship Concert and trust me the concert was awesome even though i only attend one night . I bought their album and man their songs keep surrounding my mind even though im in school and their song is so calm and it gives me some peace and sometimes i play games put the song the song like never exist that type of calm type situation.These days ahhh , i eat mc donald eat until sien already everyday after school sure 1 large set big mac........ then nowadays i dunno why sometimes automatic do homework and relationship between teachers getting better a bit lah but all Praise return to the Lord for God is so humble and He give me patience, He calm me down, no matter what sins i did He still forgives me.

Sometimes i feel very sad cause i sin conciusly , means temptation.i really dunno why i keep fall into it and God did sent His message to stop me from falling to it....=S anywayz until here nia lazy write liao so tataz .God bless you

Monday, August 31, 2009

After Tale-Racter Camp and some stuff

weee~! Tale-Racter Camp is over!its kinda sad thing to say but its a joyful camp.well ill start with tuesday , a day before the camp.I heard that there's a prayer meeting so imma go there and help and guess what, i found out that it was a rehersal and they need some help in the money papers , so imma remember what jes told me and i forgoten to bring my scissors xD!well then imma start cutting paper and stuff,keep do a lot of error and its kinda fun though.then its lunch time!weee , we all go xiang xiang eat , yu sing ma call tom yam fried rice i dont know mah then when eat time feel weird and ask why got tom yam flavour 1 ,haiz then they give me some new nickname 'ham bin' but nvm im used to nicknames.so ma go back and cut paper lor but hor cut till very sien that time and keep do error i saw yu sing's psp.of course i want to play lah, duh~! ma play play play until didnt cut paper =p and all of them keep lie down and cut paper while i play psp at pa system there.then comes the night,i also need walk back and then didnt eat yet mah jio yu sing go to xiang xiang eat then we both eat RM39.70!lol only two of us , well yeah some of the dishes are good some arent lah and i eat 3 rice he eat 2 rice.ma walk back home lazy dee and found out mom packed up my lurgage weee just need add some stuff nia then i go sleep at 11 pm something.

Wednesday morning,i wake up at 11.30 am i also lazy lah so go bath and come to computer mah play rc and ps lor.then raining very heavy and i call mom she cant come and im in a stuck until 12.30 where its already registration time and nobody can fetch i feel sad of course then a miracle happen.Praises to the Lord!my cousin come fetch me to the church even though its nearby but i got a lurgage mah phew~!thank you Father!then go there have a lot of fun then its time for life-game and guess what i got a degree nia kinda bad but i love it. then we need pay tax go to life centre to decide our faith and stuff but i love go fitness centre cause nothing to do at all imma go there work out lor when time comes i go pay tax get salary and stuff etc.we can also join church , Hallelujah!theres two church - Church of Christ and Church of Salvation.duh~! of course i want join church of christ and i believe in Him!haha so i keep donate money lor~! keep see people buy vehicle and jewelry and im thinking why they dont use this money to donate?well to me i love to give since give dee i feel relieve.then night time comes we have ice-breaking first so we mah play this dunno call what game but boys have to catch girls in a signal and so do the opposite so its time for us to catch and the distance is quite far so imma use my old football technique -Sliding Tackle ! which can increase my speed on catching so i caugh sera and almost get sebrina then its our first revival night weee~ Sis.Pam was the speaker and she was right!we cant escape human nature, but ill try to avoid it as much as possible lah , and we sing like crazy man , it was an awesome night~!and yeah too awesome to be true so when sleep i cant even sleep i didnt bring sleeping bag and share with the kids the worst part is the kids are so noisy until i cant sleep until around 4 am something then when i start to sleep the kids ask me this :can you bring me to toilet? >.<" i did bring one of them once and this time i want sleep dee so i tell them :go yourself i want to sleep T_T ! kinda funny situation then i sleep less than 5 hours , my goodness.

2nd day before morning it was tiring and then the kids keep shout wake up wake up and turn on the lights withouht telling us and all of us who are sleeping were shock and all mong cha cha keep scold the kids!haiz , they dont want sleep we want mah but anywayz they did do a good job if they didnt call us we might be sleeping and kena marah for sure! so after morning prayer and breakfast we got talent-class weee >.<>.<>.< well, sham is the worst he needs to smell phu's ke tiak haha!so funny nia then its time to dinner and revival night 2 its Sis.Pam as the speaker and continue the topic of self-esteem.then its time , Praise the Lord , i called my mom in afternoon to bring sleeping-bag for me and then we guyz have peace since the kids are 'settled' by tanya.thank you ,tanya ! =p then all have peace then jeremiah they all there dunno use phone for what i guess exchange number gua then tanya saw it and scold them.so imma guai guai tell her what i know lor,i lie sometimes but i dont dare to lie in the House of God! then all have peace sleep and someone's hp get rampas.then i fall asleep.

3rd morning which is saturday morning,theres a prayer in chinese section and pastor urged everyone of us to attend so the indian kids call us up this time, even though kinda hate it but still thanks them for being caring and call me up , then we all attend the prayer meeting and breakfast.alright, here comes the tough part the drama class is acting for sunday morning service and its a combine service waaaaa~!imma guai guai lor , and we do our best in drama for the sunday service and this time we all are so happy since its a successful training and also they say i keep dance hip-hop stuff cause i keep shake my body.haha~! true lah xD.then break-time then drum class....... in that class we lost a lot of time since people need to train dance and im so tired and they all keep play the drum so i keep call them to shaddap.....then i go see how they dance so nice men!then its life-game time again.haha i do police again then keep tangkap here tangkap there xD!and then Sis.Pam put me to dato seri from tan sri which is decrease one rank.....haiz then donate again and became a tun!then came a shock news sera the mayor resign and tun seow-jie appointed himself as the new mayor and do a lot of bad stuff i stand there as police and keep quiet he first shut down Church of Christ!!!!!!!my goodness i resign myself as police immedeatly and go to jail myself and we need to have a 66 cop if we want to live there.duh~! how can i accept the House of God being closed so i go to jail and i hate it when people try to influence us to have the sign and go to church fo salvation..... i feel like slapping jes when she keep influence us and also lah i a bit off the line since speak something i shouldnt like some words from the bible then somethings comes to my mind and say :You did something wrong ...... and im like ok keep quiet then hor tanya,rebekah and ah phu get torched ah phu pretend get the sign then hor call me tell us dont get it and give me a message and call me tell them and im like i cant hear the message at all lah!and then he got sign hor they dont let him free and still torcher him and jes call him go to hell....... then sera get raped and killed by jie-li(of course lah not real thing happen if really then why we in House of God)and then seow-jie pretend to be like an angel call us get the sign and when we say no he splash the water on us ........ waaaa want to give us a bath meh?then miracle game the Angel of Life was sent for the reason He sees this and being humble to us, Hallelujah!so we on the jail and those who didnt got the sign stand at the right hand where those whose evil stand at the left and the funniest part when Sis.Pam say 谁怕谁啊! and the tone was very funny , then we all in the right hand a bit off the toe again scold them stuff and something cames to my mind and say this: Dont judge them as God will do it as He is righteous,just and He sees everything!so those on the left goes to hell and we go to heaven oh, Praise the Lord for guiding me!then we go through the path of hell(which is done by the comitees) and then we came back to our real life.Pastor Michelle gives us a short speech on it and shes right when she says we didnt call people and bring people to the House of God and we just let them be free and choose themselves.shes right!from now on imma gona do my best and bring people to church as much as i can.then its dinner and then we guyz play a game this time which is stare at each other which means we make a circle if we stare at each other we must shout : ahhhhh~! and we're out of the game and its so fun and when its ice-brekaer time we also play this and the worst part i almost kena by it, thanks to alson xD, Praise the Lord too~!then hor they keep chase here and chase there and i almost kena cause the guy beside me kena chase people poor joshua or maybe its jonathan dunno which is which the twins.then comes revival night 3.for my friends seriously this is the most important night , i can feel the Spirit,he came to me and i have to bow down to Him and kneel to Him i did fell alseep for a time for a short time and i dunno what happen and when people sing when kneeling(i guess everyone kneeld) i can even ignore the music and keep on focusing on Him.Praise the Lord for coming down i Praise You with all i have and then we sing and i ran out of voice and we learnt this His return is coming, Hes gona return soon and His return will be hiddenly and those whose waiting for Him will sees it !Amen!and this night i fell asleep and we must wake at 6 am tomorow morning.

O course cant sleep until 12 and then wake up at 5 for one time then sleep again and fully awake at 5.50 am then cannot bath too long i go bath cold water again .... x.x and almost late for drama training and then when all is set i go read bible xD as usual i love peace when reading bible then Sis.Pam ask us to rehersal for the last time and we did it and here goes our service, we sing and then the dance team dance during the sing and it was awesome and Sis.Pam did fell once i hope she's alright x.x then we drama go out and gona perform and i keep make mistake xD hope its not too visible since my head is behind the speaker and the speaker is big xD.then comes Reverence.Pastor. Joseph as the speaker for the service and then Pastor.Michelle as the translator and Pastor.Michelle keep sneezing and Rev.Pastor Joseph thought she was crying xD.then comes another guy(i forgoten his name) he help translate for Rev.Pastor Joseph in Pastor Michelle's seat.and when it comes to time where Rev,Pastor Joseph say about ghosts and stuff where non-christians scared it and im like ..... and stare at jes since last time she make me cant sleep at all cause she talk about ghosts stuff and shes like looking at me with the pride sign .......and then Reverence Pastor Joseph tell us that we have a 3 good choices in marriadge.
1st marry own girls from the own church
2nd marry people for the other churches but bring them to our church(the girls have to bring the boys pity the boys , even though im one of the boys >.<)
3rd if you really want to marry non-christians then save their souls first and let them join the christianity and then only marry them
we the youth were like......... and cant stop laughing.then we have to get our lurgage and then go take picture and go home.then after i go home i dream.and all of the images of the past came back to me , my problems the choices i have and the answer is there and a lot of stuff .Lord is this Your message Lord?yes , indeed im seeking for Your words Lord then i wake up and i have to tell someone about it because that person appear in it.then i sleep around at 1am i guess then i dream again this time until now monday 3 pm i havent tell anyone and i think the message He sent is about the problems im facing but i dont dare face the decision because its to heavy and its very sad and so i guess its His words and Lord i pray again that You appear in my dreams or appear before me and tell me Your words no more puzzles Lord since i dunno is my answer the correct answer for the puzzles of Yours.Lord help me!

Friday, August 14, 2009

oh~!Almighty Lord,descend from the sky!!!

oh,Lord~!how great are You!You are the almighty of the almightiest,oh Lord,Your the one i face everytime im sad,Your the one who urge me to continue on,Your the one who advices me when i need help.Your my everything!i came upon this earth with nothing Lord, and those i learn from earth will return to You,when i die!may i shall return to You,return to You who sent me,You who creates me.I can sacrifice all my things on earth,all my feelings and my prosperity just for You!Lord,help me when i need help,Your the answer to my question so tell me the answer.i thank you Lord for sending me down to Earth,giving me things in earth.with this,i return back to You with things that you give me,return to You who sent me,You who gives me.

Amen